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WALKIN� on the WILD SIDE
of
By JOHN HESSBURG
Founder & General Manager
Alive with otters, deer & whispering seastacks, rich in
salt-spray breezes & the lore of Indian whalers, the Pacific shores of the
Olympic Peninsula in
None of these beaches ever felt the grim hyena jaws of the
developer�s backhoe. It still stirs amazement that these beautiful
shores, for two full centuries, escaped the blundering greed of Manifest
Destiny that ruined several thousand miles of seaside
On 10
follow-up trips to these shores between 1979 & 1997, moving north to south
in systematic segments, I was blessed to hike all but a few hundred yards of
these 60 sacred miles. Some stretches demanded two or three lurching tries
just to reach the beach, their seascape wonders guarded by dodgy cliffsides, or by half-day bushwhacks of leg-snaring salal & devil�s club thickets so brutal that most reasonable trekkers would rather just bag it. Or swoop in by helicopter. Not on foot like some knuckle-dragger with a dream.
But there are knuckle-draggers who don�t mind barking their
shins, flaying their forearms, swatting at relentless legions of mosquitoes,
reveling in sunburn & rainfall with equal glee, when there�s an exquisite
payoff to be earned. And amigos
You simply start up north, keep your right shoulder to the
sea, & you march then climb, then bushwhack & march some more until
you�re done. Some segments were repeated many times, just for the joy of it, like feathering in brush strokes on a fine paint job. Took 18 years to connect all the segments.
Yet this was the happiest wildland project of a lifetime, impossible to repeat
now with a good wife, two sons & a company to care for. The healing,
laughter & lessons learned from those 10 ocean treks come back to encourage me
frequently, even years later. Those treks were energizers, wellsprings of renaissance that helped fuel
Here is why the memories still matter, 30 years after that
first trip to LaPush�
These wilderness beaches of Washington state are free of
roads & buildings, as primitive & brimming with wildlife as they were
in the 17th Century, when the indigenous Makah & Quileute civilizations
reached their zenith -- except that most of the ancient Indian villages are
gone now.
Whenever I am here, walking on the wild side of
"These beaches are the Indians' right & the white man's
privilege," an old Quileute woman whispered to me years ago on her front porch in LaPush village.
That's why I requested far in advance, & received with a
blessing, formal permission from Makah tribal elders before I walked through
their sacred lands. The tribal chief who said OK had a day job; he was a
Lutheran pastor on that reservation for years. He proudly told
me his council of elders banned alcohol sales on the entire reservation -- for
all time. A normally somber man, the chief let loose a
flickery grin as he told me that. I smiled
right back at my newfound heart-of-the-sea brother who shared so many vivid
stories of his whaling ancestors that interview day.
Many Indian legends are alive in these sands &
boulders. If you move with a quiet heart, some days you can sense the old
souls as you walk along, timing your breath to match your footsteps, like a
rolling potlatch chant from centuries ago.
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I'm
hiking down the Waatch River now, westward outside Neah Bay, & where this
unhurried current flares into Makah Bay I veer southward onto Hobuck Beach, a
bed of tawny sand about a mile long. The beach is clean, the clouds high
& gray, the air incredibly still. I'll be alone for a couple of days,
heading for Ozette, nerve center of ancient Makah culture 18 shoreline miles
away. Bulbs & tails of kelp are littering the sand. They're fun
to pop underfoot; & the healthy feel of my heels rebounding off saturated
sand is prompting good memories. All of this list below will be explored with TLC, later on in this seaside memoir.
Wildlife encounters on these beaches can be epiphanies, moments of high energy
& innocence recaptured for a while. I remember the young sea otters
who wrestled like a knot of living mercury, the bald eagle who thought it was a
cruise missile, the wide-eyed yearling deer I once mesmerized with a saccharine
old Top 40 ballad.
And then there was the augury of the raven twins.
The
first close friend I ever lost to death was taken in 1974 in a mysterious
accident near Point of the Arches, not far from
Seven
years later, I came to Third Beach just south of La Push village for the
longest three days of my life, a time of prayer & fasting to release a
pent-up poem about the risible selling out of the Sixties Generation. It
was called �Firefall.� And it burst out in the nick of time, all seven
verses, just before that three-day fast had me hit the wall like a runaway
subway car.
�You leaned so left when you were young
Manifestos on your tongue
Poverty was like religion then
Suddenly you're turning thirty
Filthy lucre ain't so dirty
Now you never say "Remember When"
If your friends could see you now
Keeping one eye on the Dow
Worshipping in all the shopping malls
Hey Miz Suburbia
Your brightest future�s calling, yeah
You�re livin� for the day the
Then
back in 1987, nearly lost my #1 adventure buddy, Robert �Bonz� Shaw, on a
crumbling ledge high up the cliff face at
When we're not dangling by dental floss above the void, Bonz
& I have never laughed harder than on these wilderness beach trips.
"Yes, grasshopper," we�d drone in mock Kung Fu
solemnity. "Journey of 1,000 miles begins with single tube of
squeezy liverwurst."
A
running joke for 3 decades of hairpin bro adventures across this hemisphere is
a little lyric I wrote to prod Bonz�s dubious memory skills. Truer a
mountain buddy, dive buddy, there�s never been on this tangled planet.
Bonz is the most stand-up friend any guy could ask for. Always. But he also is administratively
challenged. Invariably we�ll show up at a trailhead parking lot missing a
cook stove, or a tent, or another piece of survival gear so desperately useful
that we hang our heads & slap the trunk lid of the car.
So now for all time I honor my friend in the first minutes
of every hike � I mean every hike -- with this lyric, �El Planeador� (the Planner),
sung to the tune of a Madrid bullring march�
El Planeador
His planning motto is �Less is More!�
He�s so bright he can open a door
With foresight he can walk on a floor
El Planeador!
To be
fair, I have messed up my own share of planning duties, too. One time we
were moving my home & office across the
Oh our truck�s a highway slug
Into headwinds we will lug
Charging on at 44, with the pedal to the floor
Though we have no earthly cares
Grannies are passing us in wheelchairs!
We
will sing these songs at each other whenever annoyed on any bro
adventure. They�ve become our own classics of sibling quibbling.
But I digress. And the incessant wavelets now licking
at my boots jolt me away from these reveries�
Each time I come to see Old Lady Gray Pacific � where the
sun sometimes won�t shine for weeks, but walls of fog & cool mists bring a
strange joy anyway � I come to read the wind & water, to learn from the
seaside critters, to dance with golden recollections. I always trust
there will be at least one poignant omen & there always is. Some have
been good, some not.
The
morning offshore winds are picking up now & high tide is only a couple of
hours away. Got to pick up the pace.
Burnin� daylight�
The breeze is redolent of that musky meld of seaweed iodine
& conifer pitch that will coax a grin from even the sourest city
face. I'm starting to remember some of the old hikes, the really good
ones. It feels like coming home to your warm & faithful wife, who
never questions where you�ve been, who always keeps the latch lifted for you,
the strong tea ready to brew, the soft jazz ready to play. This beach is
home for any weary heart.
I shift the heavy pack on my shoulders, breathe in deeply a couple times & begin to walk faster into the
new day.
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The wheel of life goes round 'n' round.
Two
whale vertebrae, jazz bongo size, are festooning the farmer�s roadside
fence. A horse in need of a serious bath, its eyes rheumy with ancient
ennui, shuffles up & sniffs my hand then snorts in disgust. What, no
chow? Then ciao dude. He saunters away with his rump half sideways,
swaybacked & ludicrous.
I
cross the little bridge over the Sooes (Tsoo'-yess) River then tramp southward
again down
However, I�m on my own this trip, all week, a time for drifting &
remembrance�
Linking the southern toe of Sooes Beach to Shi Shi Beach (Shy Shy) are two
miles of narrow muddy road, covered with a cathedral canopy of trees whose
rugged branches stretch vexingly far across the pathway. This road is so
soupy during heavy rains you could lose a pickup clear up to the doorhandles
back there. Not wanting to be slimed into oblivion, for hundreds of yards
I Tarzan through the slide alder on the banks of the muck, 3 or 4 feet above
the mud, working up the hill past Anderson Point, which the Makahs call
Takwahut, & then past Portage Head. Dropping down the trail to Shi
Shi -- Shah-shah-yees or "
At
the northernmost finger of
Well,
I�ve never cared much for self-conscious New Age mystics. Let �em hang
it on their beak, all that murky mumbo-jumbo about energy vortexes & pyramids.
I leave the scarecrow parody to be
found & hike southward. Who�s getting hurt here anyway?
A
little ways down
Or that manic minefield of a newsroom �
A few months earlier I had left my 9-year job as a senior
reporter for an a.m. metro daily in
Exit stage right. �Arriba y
adelante!� as my
Lord, that I may never become a corporate sand flea again,
wearing the requisite tie & munching the requisite corporate kelp.
Bylines deadlines bang that gong, doo-dah, doo-dah;
bylines deadlines all day long�
Now the beach is calling its Siren song.
�Howdy doo-dah day.
The
ambient sand of
�Remember me?� the sugar sand inquires like that
razor-clawed koala bear in the old Zap Comics, who clings to your pant leg
& never goes away. �Remember, I�m the one who loves you. You had a
great time tromping on my surf �n� turf back then. Oh looky here I am in
your backpack, now I�m in your sandwich & your cookies, now in your ears
& teeth. Later on I�ll even visit your sock drawer in
Pick up the pace, Hess,
you�re drifting, burning daylight.
Sir yes sir!
Shi
Shi Beach gently doglegs to the right as you're heading south, & at its
terminus you can see the many towering sea stacks of Point of the Arches,
jutting three quarters of a mile into the Pacific. These eponymous
arches, carved by centuries of unrelenting surf, do not reveal themselves at
first. You have to hike along & they gradually unfold, one by one, as
you gain the proper visual angles. It�s a terrific thrill to see them
slide into being this way.
There
are three good streams running down to
Won�t kill you, but this creek tastes like the floor of a
There
are only a few ways into
I
walk the length of
Hess, if you camp here, you too can become a fragrant vagrant. Zippety doo-dah, zippety day�
There's an old wooden cable spool for a table, washed ashore
from Lord knows how far away. I grab a couple runt logs for chairs.
You easily could live here half the year in a tent, fishing & foraging for
shellfish & berries. There�s food & fresh water everywhere you
look. Even edible leeks, watercress, mushrooms way back in the
woods.
How now townie boy, chow down, live life to
the hilt�
Fact
is, park rangers confirm, some folks did just that during the 1970s & early
'80s. Hippie refugees from the '60s, who used to trek to
Bet those winter storms were overwhelming for them out
here. Nothing this beautiful ever comes without a price. And how I will relearn that lesson in the days to come.
I
wait a few hours, until I'm certain Shi Shi is deserted. This is fabulous
-- not another soul for miles -- & high tide will seal off any visitors for
hours at the southern end. Not one more person
can get into this place unless they ditch their pack & swim against tidal
surge that could bend steel rebar like soda straws.
I shuck my shirt, boots & jeans, slam on some swim
trunks. Jogging along the line where the silver foam laps at the sand, I
careen around Shi Shi for an hour, back & forth, slapping the thin cold
water with my feet, exquisitely alone, running like a two-year-old keiki on
windward Oahu sands, running as if pleasantly demented, sprinting &
pretend-sliding into home plate, getting up & running some more until I'm
exhausted.
One
of my earliest memories is grabbing a tricycle, maybe at age three, &
defying my mom�s orders to stay in front of our
After
the run I don a T shirt & jeans to ward off sunburn. Soon the evil
m�skeeters will be out again. Gotta move, gotta go. I'm walking
back toward the main creek on
One
doe starts edging back onto the beach. I stand stock still & keep on
singing softly, then for some odd reason shift into humming "Clair de
Lune" by Debussy. The doe, foot by tentative foot, minces a football
field of distance across the entire beach � she takes a good ten minutes
stepping oh so slowly, pit pat across, right to within two feet of my
outstretched hand. Her legs are tense at the knees, quivering, ready to
bolt in a nano-second. The skin of her flanks is twitching. I can
smell her perspiration, gamey & half-sweet like the odor of a hamster cage
lined with cedar chips.
She sniffs at my hand. I lock onto her eyes, big &
brown like soul chestnuts, & for a minute I feel a little
embarrassed. I�m a smelly human with an outstretched hand, no food in it
though, & here�s this beautiful serene lady who doesn�t seem to mind at
all, waiting innocently for a treat. For a few seconds it seems quite
possible to know the perfect mind of a child again, the joy & amazement
that exist before you even have a language to know whether there is a boundary
line between your mind & every other living thing around you in this vast
world.
Nuts! My quivery deer darts back into the woods, without provocation.
What I'll probably never figure out is what did the trick in
the first place. What brought her over? Was it Bobby Vinton or
Debussy?
The
glow of the yearling doe wears off & I begin to think of poor old Cookie
again. It was inevitable that this would happen. The time of
melancholy arrives without fanfare. And it stays like a jagged beet stain
on a white tuxedo shirt.
Here at the far south end of Shi Shi, where Point of the
Arches juts into the big blue line between sky & water, somewhere nearby my
dear old friend Dave "The Cookie" Larson died in the summer of
1974. He was a maestro of vegetarian cuisine for our Department of
Natural Resources trail crew. We worked a couple summers together,
hand-wracking hard work digging trails in the Cascade Mountains of
That was short for "new recruits" & an homage to the wriggling lizards we'd unearth with our
pole-axes & our adze-eye hoes on the many days that the Cascade rains made
ankle-sucking mud of the hiking trail. We were a dozen long-haired college kids who gathered in the waning months of the Vietnam War to work for peanuts in the
fresh alpine air. We thought it would be fun building trails in remote
mountain sites, all for the princely sum of $65 a week plus a clothing
allowance � which the state paymasters filched from us each month
as if by executive fiat.
We
came from so many states; Cookie was from
He seldom said a word to us. But some days he would
smile, glancing half sideways, & he would try to talk to me. It was
fun listening to Cookie expound, rare &
invigorating like a holiday privilege.
Once,
I remember he had read about macrobiotic diets & religious mystics &
then he fasted for 16 entire days, drinking only juice & water, not
cheating with a single morsel. Sixteen days & not one crumb! He
never explained why he endured this incredible suffering. Some of us
Newts figured he was trying to purify himself. Or maybe trying to match the
Good Lord�s epic 40 days in the desert. I had a hunch Cookie was simply
addicted to discovery; he wanted to see what strange new planes of awareness he
could explore. He wanted to stretch the fabric of his limitations,
punching out the sides entirely. That's why he came to Point of the
Arches, I believe.
That�s likely why he died here, too.
I
round the towering point & walk across wet sand to a great rock slab then
shuck my pack. The tide is out; I close my eyes to pray for Cookie's
peace, wondering what sort of accident he met. He was days overdue from
an ocean hike & what the searchers found only deepened the mystery.
On a rock shelf well above high water mark they found his orange tent, still
flattened without poles, anchored by rocks at all four corners. Sixty
feet below that clifftop, sloshing to & fro at the waterline was one hiking
boot & a single sock.
Nothing more. Just that boot & sock.
We
assumed he was clambering around the cliffs & fell, maybe splitting his
head on a boulder. Maybe the tide carried him away & the sea engulfed
him. Maybe swift coastal sharks got him after he was battered senseless
at high tide. A couple Newts wondered if Cookie, bent on some crazed
hermitic dream, pulled a splendid Huck Finn & faked his death then sneaked
into
Nobody knows what really happened to David �Cookie� Larson.� Today I just believe he's dead for sure, long dead &
gone.
At first, for hours I sense no trace of him on these
beaches, & I am so sad it feels like a leather bag full of lumps &
rusty metal. It is doubly strange that here today at Point of the Arches,
& nearby, I see more signs of death & decay than I've ever seen on any
of Washington's Pacific beaches -- a seal carcass, rotting birds, hundreds of
Dungeness crab shells littering the sand for half a mile each way.
Now, finally it�s clear this indeed was Cookie�s
Beach. I even find the flat rock shelf where searchers discovered his
tent. The exact spot the searchers told us about. He was here back
then, you could feel it plain as day. I decide not to camp there out of
respect for a fallen friend.
But
the sadness & decay on
Metro daily newspapers had been a safe haven for 15
years. There were fine days when we made a difference; but deadlines
& the unrelenting seepage of negativity that passes for news in
To bloody heck with cajoling neighbors' reactions after the
first grade girl is crushed under the wheels of a school bus. To bloody
heck with waking up the blurry congressman at 11:55 p.m. to cadge a quote on
the Libyan dictator�s most recent spasm, just in time for the chaser
edition. Surely there are more life-positive uses for the mother tongue
than to line canary cages day after self-righteous day, in politics &
bleakness -- if ever there was a difference.
So
it's time to chuck the comfy sinecure & walk the plank. But the line
between freedom & angst is pretty thin. Especially when you know
you'll be 40 years young in a few years. Time now to
build a raging adios pyre for Cookie & for the old way, both of them gone
forever.
Let�s have at �er, Hess. BONFIRE TIME !!
If
only Robert Buffington �Bonzo� Shaw were here, this�d be a bona fide
Bonz-Fire! I dress against the twilight chill & gather a few hundred
pounds of driftwood logs & sticks. Mostly decades-bleached cedar
& hemlock & oh they burn so beautifully. Then I drag three heavy
logs into a triangle and, using a jetsam pallet for kindling, light & stoke
the most wanton bonfire of my life. Cargo ships & tankers are plying
the coast all night long, you can see their running
lights. I'm certain some of them spot this blaze, too, even miles
offshore. One ship almost out of sight at the foggy horizon actually
strafes my campsite with a weak search beacon. Amazing.
That inquiring beacon actually lights up words on my T-shirt for a second!
The wind is blowing steadily out to sea, making the sparks
spit 30 or 40 feet into the night sky over the water, ensuring zero fire hazard in the rain-sogged woods behind me. The fire
burns so fiercely that it melts some nails & an aluminum door handle into
quicksilver puddles & then � poof � into metal vapor. They�re gone!
I
begin to dance & shuffle around the upwind side of the blaze, turning every
sad & anxious feeling into alien syllables & spilling them out,
ululating nonsense, letting great volumes of tears pour down while the fire
dries two lines of the salty flow into chalky streaks on my cheeks.
What am I really crying for, my old friend, Cookie?
Why am I letting this all roll out here when it would never happen in a hundred
years back in
Let�s just say it�s for you, Cookie Larson. This
funeral fire is for you, ol� boy. You did not need to die this way, alone
& cold, broken on the rocks. You did nothing to deserve this.
You were always kind, respectful; your word was a bond.
I cry
profoundly for half an hour, then suddenly I am
feeling flushed & clean. Nobody can see me here & that�s a good
thing.
For
hours after dark I stare at the flames as they slowly die away; I�m sifting odd
little thoughts that refuse to line up & be labeled. These thoughts
are cascading, tumbling around like rowdy sprites & they won't sit
still. So I stare down the beach to quell them & another epiphany
arrives like a dragonfly lighting on the bow of my
eyeglasses.
This
beach is lovely, so intensely sweet in its ancient solitude, that I'm driven by
the desire to have it, I mean really to have it. To be absorbed by
it.
I want to clutch its fine sand & run it through my
fingers, rolling like a daft hound across the cool water sheen at the
tideline. I want, no I �need
�to possess all the freedom &
vitality of this place, actually to knead it like dough & drape it over my
skin, to press my face into its crevices, to inhale the very sub-molecular soul
from these sands. But always there is a subtle sullen core, some lack of
rest inside when I visit a place this pure, as if I'm not designed to be fully
fused with its purpose. I can't hold onto this beauty, can't sit still
long enough. There are times on these wild beaches when the peace is so
intense I actually close my eyes & try to squeeze it away because I cannot
bear to think that in a day I'll have to leave.
So few human beings will ever find a powerful peace.
On earth that is.
So I drown the ineffable in busy-work. Mindless little chores. Fetch & boil the water,
carve the cooking stick, stir the coals another time, fidget, jitter, stand up,
sit down, let out a glorious ripping belch & grin at the perfect
pointlessness of the belch.� What a work
agenda, empty & marvelous�
The
fire burns down to coals, safe inside the triangle. I start to fall
asleep, almost pulled away into a partial peace, then there's an unsettling
roar at Point of the Arches, now invisible after dark. The ground is even
shuddering a little. It sounds like monster-big engines rumbling to life
inside a ship's hull, way below waterline. My pulse pounds away & I
sit up, confused, then realize it has to be the tide,
at just the right level to ram megatons of surf through an archway like the
mournful timpani of demons.
But
they hold no sway over me. The Good Lord rules this place.
By
morning the once great fire is nothing more than a few handfuls of soot.
I bury every trace, drag the triangle logs up the beach & hide them in tall
seagrass. There's not a sign that any soul's been here. It feels
oddly subversive, like a guilty pleasure, to know that all evidence of that
massive bonfire has vanished forever. Then I sit down to breakfast &
two fat ravens stalk the camp's perimeter.
Raven. Oh raven. The Quileutes called you Bayak, "The
Trickster."
These identical twin ravens watch me almost scientifically,
cocking their heads sideways � which in raven-speak means �huh, whazzat?� -- marking the precise spot of every morsel that falls
from my spool table. I bend as if to grab an attack rock & in a flash
the ravens are airborne, veering away in a mocking arc just out of stone range,
cawing wickedly at me, streaking southward about 150 feet in the air toward the
tallest sea stack at Point of the Arches. I see them settle at the top of
a Doug fir tree, ruffle their wings & wait for me to leave. Hours
later they are still there waiting. And they haven't moved a
centimeter.
Neener neener they are thinking. We�ve got all day, all night, city boy.
Today
there are hundreds of small Dungeness crab shells scattered across the
sand. I wonder what orgy of moonlit communion drove these creatures to
crawl from the tide pools & die en masse?
Carrion eaters have removed the legs & innards & all that remains are
the orange shell backs. These little guys used to be alive, used to have
companions, used to have a purpose, used to make babies, eat meals, scuttle happily in the moonlight.
Good-bye Cookie. Sleep easy, old Newt. The wheel goes round & round.
The new morning has come; I feel alive today, alive &
ripely juvenile blast it all, so I step on as many of the crab shells as I can,
pausing a bit to savor the potato chip crunch every time my boot heel hits
one. I even dart out of my way to stomp them. Yes. Oh yesss
again. Stomp, crunch, stomp stomp crunch�
Can�t help it Cookie. I am Captain Crunch today.
No offense old boy� I am alive & you are not, so sad to say. I�m
leaving the newspaper world forever, just as abruptly as you left this
planet. And why? It�s all pretty hard to
understand. Death gives way to new life. So it�s crunch time.
Stomp, crunch, stomp crunch�
Cookie, I know you would have approved.
From
Back
down on the beach you see beautiful sea spires nearly a mile offshore.
Makah Indians called them Duwiqs ish Ikhee, or Father &
Son Rocks. For the next three miles of easy rock scrambling & cobbled
beaches, south to the
At
low tide, the rocky pools along this stretch are bristling with life.
There are pockets of pink hydroids that look like thousands of mini
deely-bobbers waving in the water, like the antennae John Belushi wore in the
�Killer Bees� skits. Sometimes the weeds are fuci, so-called "popball
weeds," that burst like plastic packing bubbles. You have to focus
& not be tempted to stomp them in glee, lest you take a mighty slide &
land on your butt in a tidal pool.
Thousands of orange & violet sea stars grip the sides of rocks, & the
green anemones are as big as your fist. It's fun to poke a finger into an
anemone & watch its tentacles curl quickly into a ball as it dreams the
impossible dream of eating you alive.
There
are many short sections of beach where you're forced at low tide to clamber up
& over slippery van-sized boulders, or prance through a maze of rocks, or
climb over driftwood snags, or hop from rock island to rock
island. I imagine these endless nuances of navigation to be a
living maze. So much time is dedicated to checking the next safe step
that you can walk half a mile without looking up once from your boots.
Sometimes the best scenery can be right here underfoot.
In
one short section of tidal flats, just north of Duk Point, there's
an amazing number of sunflower sea stars, an uncommon species with 18 to 21
arms instead of the ho-hum five. It's a hoot to watch these otherworldly
beings, eyeless yet gliding purposefully without even shifting the relative
positions of their arms, as briskly as a meter a minute. They move via
countless tiny fingers under each arm. Then soon as you try to grab a
sunflower sea star, those fingers lock onto the rock with such incredible force
it would take a machete to pry one off.
In
some tidal pools there are legions of tiny hermit crabs, scuttling about with
witless fervor. You have to kneel at poolside to appreciate the
comedy. About the size of a dime, these crabs occupy empty shells of
turban snails, lugging their condos around on their backs in a tireless hunt
for chow. Obsessed with perpetual motion on their little piece of turf,
they rear back when a fellow crab approaches then swat away until he
retreats. All of this micro-bickering happens in jerky fast motion like a
1930s newsreel.
Less
than a mile past the
In
January 1970, after wicked storms carved away beach cliffs, the Makahs
discovered an astonishing doorway to their ancestors. About 500 years ago
an Indian village was buried under a mammoth mudslide, freezing all activities
at that exact instant in time. Digging started in April 1970 &
continued until June 1981, when the Makahs ran out of space to store the more
than 50,000 artifacts recovered. There are still hundreds more, safely
entombed under tons of blue-gray clay.
Scientists from
The
Makahs were awesome craftsmen. They knew how to spin soft cloth from the
pounded inner bark of cedar trees. From this cloth they weaved conical
hats & capes -- waterproof as Gore-tex & far more fragrant.
The
Makahs also were master whale hunters, often spending days on the open sea in
dugout canoes, tracking a harpooned whale that battled the buoyancy of sealskin
floats tied to the harpoons. The floats kept their speared whale from
diving & escaping. Once the whale died, a Makah hunter would leap
half-naked into the icy ocean & hand-sew its mouth shut to trap buoyant
gases inside the carcass. It�s good to remember that a man can live maybe
20-30 minutes in water that frigid, before the sea sucks all warmth from his
head & torso & renders him unconscious. Sometimes the whalers
towed a slain whale, several long tons of prized flesh & blubber, as far as
10 miles through rough seas, back to the delighted village in Ozette.
The
Makahs would prepare for a whale hunt with religious zeal. The crew
fasted devoutly for days. Sometimes a month before the hunt, the harpoon
man would slip away to a secret pond, where he'd fast & bathe, lashing
himself with stinging nettles to impress his so-called spirit helpers. During
the entire whale hunt, the wives of harpooners had to lie completely still in
bed, faces turned away from the sea, so the whale would be encouraged by
spiritual energy not to thrash when speared, & would not pull the killing
dugout too far away from shore, where the hunters might meet their own end.
Whales were a cherished food, a cause for village
exultation when one came floating back. But the migrating fur seal was
the Makahs' prime hunting target. They relished the oil & the tender
dark meat. They prized the soft pelts & the musky blubber. The
closest point that fur seals normally swim to land, on the Pacific Coast from
California to Alaska, is Umatilla Reef, about three miles west of Ozette,
biologists believe. That was another reason why this cape became the
nerve center of ancient Makah culture.
I
think of the times I've bellyached about no fun foods in the fridge, or about
driving a few blocks for a fast-food sandwich, & I feel like the moral
equivalent of a
Man alive, those Makahs worked hard for their suppers.
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Another year, another sector of Pacific wonders. Good ol' Robert �Bonz�
Shaw hikes with me three miles in from
We like to free associate, inventing word games, competing
for the killer line, writing every shard of conversation down in our journals,
every night at the campfire, on every Bonz Trek we�ve ever made. And
there have been dozens since about 1977. Our wives think we�re a couple
of major loons & they just shake their heads, condescendingly.
One
night on a voyageur canoe trek in the Quetico Waters of Ontario, after a day of
knee-deep swampy 5-mile portages, during a riotous display of Northern Lights,
Bonz stood outside his tent & bellowed at the incandescent sky �
"Hey this is what rainbows do when the teacher leaves
the room!"
Boy, it smarts when he's that good.
And
now this morning is fogbound & drizzly -- standard fare for the
This
morning the fog wall hunches about 25 above the water, forming an eerie,
cleanly defined roof above the beach. Without a millisecond's warning, a
large bald eagle, streaking northward at full tilt, flies just a few feet below
the cloud canopy, barely 50 feet away. We wheel around & watch for a
few seconds until he flaps into the fog again, vanishing as suddenly as he
appeared. This is the closest I've ever been to a baldy in my life.
There are many up & down this coast, but usually they will circle a hundred
feet or more in the air above you, wary & watchful. We could see the
steel-eyed glare of this one � incredibly close -- & it was electrifying.
The
morning soon gives way to hot afternoon. We are carrying monster packs,
enough grub for a week between us, so the heat is hammering us. We're
cranky & starved for shade.
The
4.3 miles from
For
the first nine miles south of
We've
been hiking quietly, & the silence is rewarded. At the northern end
of the Yellow Banks we see two juvenile sea otters cavorting in a tide pool
close to the sand.
Actually, the phrase "juvenile otter" is a
redundancy.
Otters are distilled youth & lunacy. From birth.
Their job is to be kids forever, until some cruising shark
nails them or they just slow down & stop like an old windup toy.
Otters never die they just melt into the waves one day. Every time I see
them I feel for a moment that there is hope for this sorry planet that God so
masterfully knit together, & man so wantonly defiled.
Ah
but our otters �. These two goofs are oblivious to our presence, less than 30
feet away. They are rough-housing in a living knot of fur & squeaks
& unctuous rippling muscle, tumbling so incessantly I start to laugh out
loud -- a mistake.
In a flash they've vanished, probably streaking just below
the water's surface out to a kelp bed, where they can float in peace not
fearing the sharks who'd rip them away in an
eyeblink. There in the kelp beds, otters love to dive for clams &
abalone, then surface to float on their backs in the sunshine. They use
small rocks to bash open the succulent shellfish on their chests, then they
scoop the morsels into their mouths. These guys are smarter than they
look! Smarter than many a newsroom editor for sure.
Smarter than me. They wear no throttling neckties. Endure
no rush-hour traffic on I-5. Angle for no promotions.
Worry about no hot investment tips or lack thereof�
Tonight, the sand at our sleeping site is large-grained & smooth, forming a
bed that massages your back as you move, just like the beaded car seat covers
that cabbies use. It's heaven to lay down &
roll away the aches. We decide a tent is unnecessary & spread a
couple space blankets over the sand, then plop our sleeping bags down.
Bonz finds an old driftwood plank, which we lay out like a bedboard. We
prop up five or six stubby candles. Once sunset hits there's not a breath
of wind, so we light them & there's enough candlepower to write in our
journals for hours.
We
crash under the stars. I always keep my sleeping bag a good 10 feet away
from Bonz�s. He snores like an angry bull walrus defending his turf.
It�s epic snoring, the kind so bone-rattling &
cruel that it must inspire his wife some nights to contemplate, well, you
know. It rhymes with �mothering.�
The night is calm & warm. I'm hours into a restful
half-sleep, full of flickering eyelid cartoons in that just-before REM state
called the hynogogic trance, when suddenly we awaken with a jolt. There
above is a nearly full moon, so huge & yellow it's startling, like a
streetlamp ready to fall on us. The moon is actually casting a shadow on
our camp from trees just down the shore. We lay & gape, grateful for
the awakening, then half an hour later a massive fog bank rolls on in. We
feel the cold mist on our faces & the outside shells of our sleeping bags
get clammy, immediately.
There is the sense of delicious foreboding.
"Hey, Bonz, should we set up the tent?"
"Nah. Let's just see what happens."
�Yeah, you�re right. This could be some serious thundering rock �n�
roll. I'm up for it if you are. We can always toss a tarp over that branch if we need to...�
�Good
thinkin�
For
the record: Robert Shaw & John Hessburg live for
wild-as-a-bungee-jumping-ape storms, for big ol� slap-my-face-&-call-me-Judy
storms, the kind of storms when you actually can feel thunderclaps in your chest bones & your pulse gets jacked up to 120 just standing there.
Big storms are savagely cool. The only storms
we've ever dived into better than the lightning-crazy gully washers of
Come
morning, we lollygag at breakfast, the tide is in & we can't get around the
next point until after noon. No big deal. No deadlines around here,
only life lines -- the random playful paths we choose over sand &
rocks. We break camp & head south about 12:30 p.m. The next
four miles down to Norwegian Memorial beach are probably the toughest low-tide
hiking on the coast. We puff & grunt over beds of car-sized boulders,
interspersed with a hundred yards or more of slippery shoe-sized rocks, then sections
of wet gravel that clutch your ankles, then rock plates slathered with
treacherous popball weeds, & back to the jumbo boulders again.
Zippety doo-dah, zippety day. Feet are so sore, gotta
find a new way.
We
reach
I
feel numb, detached from most emotions now, kind of a floating reverie, glad to
be alive but off in a lazy haze the way Polynesian paralysis strikes you after
too many days on a sun-baked atoll. I'm only hungry to see what's around
the next point. Hooked on newness, baby.
However, spurred by guilt to recognize the old Norwegians, I scoop up a handful
of sand & pour it over the obelisk, whispering, "Remember
man that you are dust, & into dust you shall return."
The wheel goes round �n� round.
We
walk a few more miles then set camp at a wide expanse of deserted beach,
perfect sand, endless multi-layered tiers of surf to soothe away all
thought. Glory be to the Good Lord & to his
incessant surf, the vacuum cleaner of all cares. We sleep under the
stars again next to a flaring creek of good water. A square of massive
cedar logs, safely above tideline, serves as a fort. We light a hot fire
& sit before it, wordless & content. The sun is setting &
through the heavy mist it is filtered into a cheerful burning beach ball of
tangerine-orange. Then the sun drops cleanly off the edge of the sea,
plop, into the void of night. The fire burns itself into nothingness.
I sleep.
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Bonz
& I round
�They are competing; we are not competing, right Bonz?
I mean look at that.�
Then the thought crests clearly: What right do we have
to resent the presence of any other person here? These shorelines should
be open to anyone with a soul. We have no fee-simple title out here, no rights to anything. This truly is God's country. Yet
still the resentment burns, like a shadow of original sin. These beaches
almost lull you into a sense of isolation so perfect that after a few days you
feel that this is your private universe, the place where some adventure mother
squatted in the sand & gave you birth. And anybody else outside your
stalking tribe is competition.
For Pete's sake, this is our beach! Please leave us in peace!
Now I
understand, especially when tribal hunting & gathering grounds are in
question, the sinking gloom that the Makahs & Quileutes must have felt when
white men, or hostile Indians, encroached upon their territory. I feel
this primitive instinct to sweep away all invaders. We finally pass the
couple. The guy flips me a dagger stare, but thank heavens not the wrong
half of the peace sign; & we never see them the rest of the trip.
�Eat our heel dust, ye infidel beach encroachers.� �(Thought dart
never spoken.)
Oh,
by the way, get this � in ancient times, Quileute warriors dealt firmly with
trespassers. Sometimes the interlopers were beheaded & their heads
impaled on stakes that were planted along the shores. Such displays
tended to dampen the enthusiasm of many visiting Indian parties, who opted for
quiet retreat, paddling away with a purpose�
About
a mile south of Cape Johnson, which has no headland trail & only can be
rounded if the tide is lower than the four-foot mark, we hit more slippery
bouldering, then round a lovely sand point to find a cove & one of the
sweetest bivvy sites I've ever seen � anywhere in the world -- period.
There's a tangle of mammoth cedar trees lying at the cove's southern end.
They are bleached gray, some with root spreads more
than two stories tall. The sand is clean & black as ebony. We
set camp between two freshwater streams, inside a huge "V" made by
two of the cedars, & the V opens to the sea.
One
tree has a spectacular root system, which viewed from a southern angle looks
like a rococo dragon, complete with fire tongue jetting from a vicious
mouth. We hang our food bag off the tongue & christen the camp --
Baroque Dragon Bivouac.
We
calculate the high-water mark, hope for no storm surge tonight, & put our
space blanket down with smooth rock anchors. It is oddly exciting as the
sun slides under the gray sea to watch the tide closing in on us for hours,
until minutes before dark, when the waves are hissing not three meters from the
feet of our bags. We don't budge an inch. It's a matter of
principle. The tide begins to recede.
�Hah. Look at that.�
�Of course the tide�s receding, right Bonz?�
�Yep, that ocean knows who�s boss.�
The
next morning we pay for our pretend hubris & are awakened sharply.
Glory be to Judy it is the gaga voice of the Bates
Motel Bird! This unseen avian bozo is emitting the identical,
I mean identical marrow-melting sound effect you heard in Hitchcock's
"Psycho" movie just as Norman Bates' knife meets the shower curtain.
Whoo-EEEH! Whoo-EEEH!
Whoo-EEH!
Never heard this hideous animal sound before in my life;
never heard it since. My adrenal system suddenly jolts into electric
poodle mode -- that yipping bug-eyed overdrive of the brain where you imagine
jump-cut MTV scenes like Salvador Dali in a rubber chicken suit spasming all
over the middle aisle of the House of Lords, bench-pressing a stiff wax
figurine of Tiny Tim, over & over, as he warbles in falsetto, "Picture
yourself in a boat on a river..."
Boy, that bird�s sound is an unholy way to wake up.
Never learned which specie it was. Probably Beelzebubbis
Raukissimus.
We
break camp & move along, fully jacked on adrenaline, ready for the new
day. The miles south to
We
get around the deep
La
Push got its name from an American strangulation of the French words La
Bouche, meaning mouth of the river. It's the spiritual &
economic center of the Quileutes, a gentle people & one of the west coast's
most fascinating tribes. In 1991, the official tribal population was 736
souls. The bedrock families of La Push still carry surnames laid on them
by missionaries in the mid-1800s: Penn, Payne, Woodruff, Ward & Williams,
to name a few.
The
prime symbol of the Quileutes is
Ancient Quileutes feared & venerated an amazing pantheon of spirits,
monsters & nether-beings, historians say. The old folks I interviewed
confirmed these tales. Foremost among their deities was Kwa'ati, The Transformer, a bald & sexually voracious being who
is credited with creating not only the Quileutes, but killer whales, all from
primordial wolves. Wolves were the basic stuff of all creation, these
Indians believed.
Quileute parents invented (out of whole cloth) a couple marvelous monsters that
helped keep their kids from straying too close to the river or the deep
forest. One was Daskiya, an old woman with kelp for hair who'd sneak up
on children, snatch them away & race back up
Some
of the real La Push history is better than the Indian legends. For
example, when white men first sailed up to Quileute shores, the Indians created
a word that translates to "white drifting-house people."
Historian J. V. Powell believes there's evidence that in the early 1800s the
Japanese Current may have swept some derelict fishing junks all the way from
Whoa. Show me a single Bayliner that could ever do
that.
Ancient Quileutes also raised special wooly-haired dogs, & they shaved them
then wove the fur into soft blankets. Their cedar baskets were woven so
tightly they could boil water in them!
In
one pre-whaling ritual, Quileute men would brave the frigid ocean & swim
around
The whaling era ended in 1908, when a Quileute brave named
Joe Pullen killed the last great one & towed it back to James Island where
it was cut up & devoured by the tribe over weeks & months.
Bonz
& I stride happily along First Beach, the heart of Quileute lore, a place
they called Lawa-wat, the walking beach. It's about half a mile long
& runs the length of La Push village. Here, legends say, The
Transformer first changed wolves into Quileutes. On
On this beach I was consumed by an idea years ago, a thought
that wouldn't let me rest until I wrote it down. I came here to fast
again for a couple days & was given a lyric about the impossibility of
lasting peace in the human sphere, & the endless need to reach for grace.
It was kind of a wild worship tune but heaven knows no mainline church would
touch it with a 12-foot whaling harpoon. The first stanza went like this�
Sky high
I need to fly into your pale embrace
Deeper than life you are the womb
Sky high
So faraway in perfect emptiness
Say, do you really have the room
For a traveler such as me
Who's resting on destiny
And living it up for a song about laughing at gloom
Love teacher, how I bless you
I reach but can't caress you
You're so Inaccessible Blue.
From
the south end of
We
discover that the haute art of beach hiking is to find the perfect path to walk so your heels don't slam too hard on the wave-packed wet sand, or sink too far
into the soft sand. Either extreme will wear you down. It's a fun
game veering back & forth in the silent plodding hours, to find that
precise point between water & dry sand where you can hike with the most
efficient spring, so the sand rolls you forward instead of grabbing your feet
until your Achilles tendons ache.
Down
The
day only gets better after that.
We
hang out on
Yep, we like to mess with words like otters mess with
kelp. Not ashamed of it either.
So here on
"So you say zis inkblot looks like a ruptured duck on
your mother�s ironing board? Hhhmmm � Vell lay back on zee couch; please
tell me more..."
The gist of a Verblot is that it must be a manic random
phrase comprising three nouns, each of which sounds weird alone. But when
they're run together, the trio must provoke great mirth even in
imbeciles. I create the inaugural Verblot -- "dulcimer crotch
rivet" -- & the race is on. Soon we have certifiable gems,
certain to grace the ages. There's "halogen goose urn" &
"filibuster pork retardant," then the enduring classic
"polyester smelt orchestra."
Zippety doo, I haven't had this much fun since my little
sister got et� by the hawgs.
Any wrinkling little atom of stress has now been blown to
bits where it belongs, & the coastal trek is ready to move into warp drive.
Having solved most of the hemisphere's moral dilemmas by lunchtime, we look up
& realize there's a mean bushwhack coming & it's time to get at
it. One of the toughest segments of the coastal trek is the clawing push,
about 0.7 miles, over Teahwhit Head from
We look like we�ve been taking tango lessons from sociopathic
polar bears.
I'm
quiet for a while now, hiking the clean sands of
We
hit
Whoosh, you lose the big one.
In
many spots the cliff is impossible to climb because the rock is too friable,
even for experts. So, instead of taking a perfectly fine headland trail
off the south end of Third Beach, which you reach via ladders up the cliff, we
elect to climb the central rib of the rocky point with only 80 feet of 7 mm
rope & no rock climbing shoes, no chocks or slings for crack protection, no
carabiners, no common sense whatsoever.
The
climb looks easy from below, & starts with some ho-hum hand-over-hands
up to about 100 feet. Lured by the benign first pitch, I strap the coiled rope to my pack & climb quickly up the limestone face, smiling like a Cheshire
A
flurry of adrenal visions follows -- his wife & family hating me forever
after he peels from the cliff, my own lifelong depression over leading him to a
stupid death -- & some crazed energy beam propels me above my
half-imaginary foothold where I lunge into a flat area, clutching the grass on
my stomach. I'm up!
�I made it Bonzo, I�m going to help
you now. Just hang tight buddy!�
Bonz
yells for a rope, so I set a quick anchor on solid tree trunks, tie myself in
& weighting the rope with a stick toss it once, then again & again,
finally reaching Bonz who has to grab it over his head, nearly tipping over
backwards. My forehead is sweating so heavily the salt stings my eyes
half shut.
�C�mon man, you can do this!�
He ties in with a bowline on a coil & I belay him up,
pulling with desperate intensity until the insides of my knuckles are
bleeding. Finally he�s up -- yes! But Bonz is so shaken, so ashamed of the fuss on the cliff, that he hardly speaks for two
glowering hours.
"I suppose you think I'm a wheez now, huh."
"No way, Bonz. I was there, remember? I
know what it felt like."
"You know what it felt like!" Bonz's cheeks are pinched &
chalky white. His eyes have a fixed feral glow like some buck staring
into a semi�s high beams. He has to lick his dry lips repeatedly to stir
up enough spit to talk. So do I.
"Promise you won't tell anybody?....."
"Promise. Look bro, remember Louie
Armstrong? He once said, 'I never criticize a man's music.' Jazz is
like life. So who am I to criticize a man's climbing? My threshold
of death is pretty low, too."
I try
to apologize, since it was my hairball idea to sidestep the trail, to save time
by cranking that cliff climb.
"No blame, no progress," Bonz allows.
�For
sure,� I reply. �Without blame there can be no tomorrows.�
�What
would
�Blimey the blame��
The
repartee� begins cautiously again, like a stiff old dog standing up from
sleep. We descend, laughing nervously, to Scott's Creek Beach.
I
spot a gnarled root that, viewed from the south looks exactly like a
duck-billed sphinx in arrogant repose. Bonz hates it when I get a good
one & he's empty-handed as the curator of a Bangladesh art gallery, so he
walks around that root clump &, aspiring alpha male that he�s been for
years, declares that from the north in fact the root looks quite like a wolf
jaw. We each check the other guy's angle & find � hey he's
right!
A duck-billed sphinx and a wolf jaw for crying out loud!
"Can you believe this, Bonz, from the Death Cliff to the Sphinx
Duck? What a day for a daydream."
"Yeah," he says, "I sphinx therefore I am."
"The postman only sphinx twice."
The jabs & parries last another five or six minutes, degenerating as
they always do into the linguistic equivalent of lemur spit, once all syllabic
permutations are exhausted. Then there�s blessed silence once again�
We
climb a short ways up an easy trail, take it half a mile over the headlands
& descend again to a nice sand beach with a cluster of sea stacks just
across the open water. The map calls them Giant's Graveyard. So what. The map makers are all dead it seems.
We�re not. Halleluia!
After
we set up camp behind a titan log above high tide, I find a smooth oval rock with
a perfectly round hole right through the middle, then
nearby a translucent crystal pebble that fits snugly into that hole. With
a rock I scrape a smile shape under the crystal, wedge the whole thing into the
top of a driftwood log about five feet high & we pretend it�s the camp
mascot. Mocking the crystal gibberish of New Age gurus, we call it
"Thee Creestal Eye of Kabool, Meestic Ruler of Thee Beach" in a fake
Afghani accent. Bonz finds another rock that looks like it has two potato
eyes. He scrapes a maniac smile under the eyes & wedges the new rock
star next to Kabool.
"Kaleestoga, Deputy Ruler of Thee Beach."
"Jawohl, we salute
�Hey,
that was German not Turkish, you knucklehead.�
�So
sue me, Bonz. I felt like switching horses in mid gag.�
�That�s so Hessian, switching nags in mid gag.�
�Go
gag on a rag, man.�
�Okay, enough already -- please � truce?�
�Sho �nuff, Bonzo Boy. Truce then.�
We
hit the bivvy sacks all smiles, calm in our knowledge that Kabool &
Kaleestoga are mighty patrolling angels, shielding us from the savage
double-jointed beach weasels we believe may prowl this region after
sunset. The night is nearly windless, so we light a couple camp candles
& set them under Kabool & work in our journals. Not a word is
spoken for two hours.
Then a sudden burst of breeze blows wax off one candle,
forming filigrees that dry straight into the air like fans of white coral.
It's beautiful & pointless, both symbol & referent, the thing
symbolizing it�s own sweet self, free-floating
horizontal moon lace, just like the peace that envelopes us in this
place.
Sleep comes easily here.
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It's
ideal sand hiking most of the following day, about three miles of relaxing
fluff around Strawberry & Toleak points. These are some of the
loveliest beaches I've ever seen & we stop for a couple hours to lounge,
take photos, & watch the inane puttering of seagulls. Who needs a
job, a car, when you have a beach like this? Do we really have to go home
in a day or two? Our thoughts become wild & juvenile & utterly impractical.
The sheer health of this place is heady.
The
next challenge is a 1.5-mile highland trail that skirts a dangerous rock
point. Falls Creek & then Goodman Creek cross the trail up top &
at one point we have to scramble over logs spanning a small waterfall.
It's clear that during the rainy season these creeks would be well nigh
impossible to ford. I'd guess that until the snowmelt settles down
they're savage little rippers, too.
We
trek an easy two miles of sand & boring pebbles south to Mosquito Creek,
another water hellion during heavy rains. Since it's been dry for a week,
the wading is duck soup today & we climb to the longest headland trail of
the trek -- 3.5 miles -- to skirt Hoh Head. This dramatic rock prow juts
a third of a mile into the Pacific & stands a couple hundred feet
high. The trail runs from Mosquito Creek south to
We
hit the tide dead wrong coming off the highland trail & are forced to wait
for interminable hours at Jefferson Cove, which thanks to its scruffy hillside
brush & gray rock beach is one of the most rump-ugly sites on the entire
Washington wilderness coast. Gosh this place is awful! And here we
are, feeling like high school kids stuck with
detention after class lets out. The tide finally ebbs & the coast is
clear, literally, so we hoist our packs & start running around that
progress-stifling, homelier-than-a-gas-station-privy Jefferson Cove Point.
Get thee behind me Satan!
Bonzo
bellows like a stockyard supervisor after 3 cups of joltin' joe, �Let�s blow this pop stand!�
�Yeah, turn me loose, we gotta vamoose.�
Trying to sprint under flopping heavy backpacks, shod in clodhopper trail
boots with muddy lug soles, we look like two mad donkeys swaying side-to-side under saddlebags of
iron ore.
There are 2.6 more miles to the
This
is way important, since hikers have died on these beaches when the logs they
were resting against, normally multi-ton giants embedded into the beach,
suddenly floated free with the incoming tide & rolled, crushing people
neatly as insects on the floor of the New York Stock Exchange.
The
candles flicker as we work in our journals for hours, trying to savor every
shard of the final day. We pause every 20 minutes or so, hoist a half
pint of lemonade we've saved for the last night & drink another wordless toast.
Oh we�re really livin� on the edge now. Lemonade & there�s squashed
Fig
We are grinning stupidly, in sheer mammal delight at the
untamed unshaven smelly old polypro joy of it all. Life! This is
pure life in an impure world. Thank you Lord for the
gift of these wilderness beaches.
Our wives would take a firehose to us & hang us out on
the back clothesline to dry, if they were here. Oh, but they�re not
here! That is precisely the point�
Tomorrow morning we'll be out & heading back to the world of cares &
cars, & we work to stuff that ugly thought back into a deep conceptual
hole. But hey, it's still tonight; there's more
Fig
I
reach for another mangled cookie & get a new epiphany instead. In a
wink, a lone sand flea leaps from the darkness & lands smack dab in the
middle of the hot wax puddle atop one candle. One split second of
sputtering & there his body lies, once gray but now bright coral pink like
some boiled micro-prawn, antenna quivering in the candle's convection.
It�s
amazing to watch Bonz marvel at this moment of hot pink death.
Confident that it is morally permissible to desecrate the
memory of a flea, we start laughing; no we are braying like high plains Mexican
donkeys who sneaked into the master�s pulque after
hours. Somehow we know this is the last of the beach epiphanies.
Th-th-th-that's all folks, we realize, no crashing moral revelations, no
dramatic insights into the noumenal world behind this ocean wilderness.
Nothing but clean air & some good laughs and, yes, a fresher sense of
balance once again.
Now we won't soon forget the tenacity of the ravens nor the careless creativity of otters at play.
How joyful to remember the pure-souled trust of the yearling
deer & the jetstream sense of purpose in that gleaming bald eagle�s eye.
Just living here for a few days confers an attitude of hope
& new life on the city-stale human spirit. We can go back to
"Hey Bonz, this is the way the adventure ends, not with
a bang but a deep-fried flea."
"Yeah my friend from Seattle, the idiot savant.�
Then
sleep closes in again on that pristine beach & the next thing we know it�s sunrise. High tide, nudged by gentle breezes, is
lapping away only a couple feet from the toes of our sleeping bags. But
the bags are still dry -- hurrah!
�Hey
look,� I mumble under my sleeping bag, �that ocean still knows who�s boss.�
�Uh
huh,� Bonz says. �Now get the stove started, OK? Your
turn to make the oatmeal. There�s some
raisins in the top pouch of my pack. Can you toss me the water bottle?�
�Roger on the oatmeal, Bonz. But
negatory on that water bottle. Remember, you stashed it with keen
El Planeador intelligence right next to the latrine shovel last night. So
get your own water. Real men respect germs.�
�You�re the germ, you worm!�
�Oh
yeah, as the worm turns, El Bonzo squirms��
It
was inevitable.
We can actually feel it now. We�re fighting off gloom,
true blue gloom, slapping back at it like middle schoolers waving off wasps at
a bus stop on the first morning after Labor Day, pressing hard against the
closing-in of civilization again, grasping for any excuse to laugh.
The trip will be over in a few hours. Can�t
believe it�s happening already.
Yet sure as
It�s
the law.
And
the phone will ring.
�So Bonz, whattya think about heading over to the
�I promise this time for sure, really Bonz I promise, I
won�t sing the El Planeador song��
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